Sunday, 14 May 2017

Time

It has been two weeks...
Two weeks where you either find yourself or lose yourself.
Time heels everything? pathetic people
People are pure animals and let each other down.

Do you know what it means to be?
To belong?
To live up to their expectations?
To be scared?
Look around. This does not feel like a place where people belong...the chance was rejected and there is no reason to slow down. Just animal instincts...
There is no more strength left to fight, I don't want to know...
Two weeks with pure lies to myself and others. I have not been honest and as much as the LADYBUG is pushing me to tell them, all of them, I can't and I don't want to. Wasted sessions when you know what protocol to use for answers.
Everything has been downplayed, ignored and turned around so days can go by without H2O wiped away on another cut down tree...
Being blissfully blind has worked so far, only the muscle pain reminds of the anger I am taking out on my body.
You let me down...when you hit me, hit me hard!