Melancholy

Most beautiful things hide the deepest scars.

I just hope I hide them well. 

Marvel

Sometimes being poetic about life can polish some hidden gems on the way to discovering yourself.

Filled with wonder and astonishment- souls flow through tidal waves against the shore.

You come across so many different souls throughout your journey, embrace them all, even if they stay only for a little while.

Recharge yourself with positive energy and set the course forward,dance your way through every breath. Do not let the fear ground you.

Footprints

Annual reminder of lost souls has approached at the speed of light.

Your heart can only take so much and your soul has had enough. Been a minute since you cruised the roads of freedom heading to nowhere and at the same time - the place you had to lay those flowers down...

Breath. That breeze was their reminder of the hugs that are now lost to the world.

You have so much to look forward to  do not let those dimmed lights confuse your spirits.

She has changed.

Difference between self preservation and appearing as if everything is OK has blury lines.

"You look happier", is the painful reminder of the battles you fought which no one was there to witness. They only see the aftermath and the "compliment", has turned into a harsh reminder - you've been through few hells, you didn't go ahead with what your mind was throwing at you at your darkest moments, you still came through for the souls that were struggling but needed that silent support and occasional appearance so they can let out their own demons...

Balance

Perfection is impossible to achieve no matter what it is aimed at.

Balance is what works. Day to day activities, work, family and personal life - seeking balance in all chapters brings power to life.

Occasionally, you will find yourself removing certain chapters from your life to seek the balance back to reality. Do not hold grudges, just remember why you removed them when you thought the time was right.

Probation

 You stumbled onto the path less than 365 days ago and did not make a full swing around the sun once, and already you managed to make me doubt the choices surrounding your past and the existing presence. There was smiles, laughs and general worry about the silver lining, but falling gets easier with age.

With a bitter taste the personal space has slowly gained its own reigns back and no silly remark or bribery will wipe out the stain you have left on this silky thread. 

Today is the day where I set myself free again and make the memory of it.

Somehow it's so much more easier when the lesson is over before your probation was...

Blues

 Deleting old version of me. It's expired.